Job 33:19-33     

19 “Or someone may be chastened on a bed of pain with constant distress in their bones, 20 so that their body finds food repulsive and their soul loathes the choicest meal.

21 Their flesh wastes away to nothing, and their bones, once hidden, now stick out.

22 They draw near to the pit, and their life to the messengers of death.

23 Yet if there is an angel at their side, a messenger, one out of a thousand, sent to tell     them how to be upright, 24 and he is gracious to that person and says to God, Spare them from going down to the pit; I have found a ransom for them 25 let their flesh be renewed like a child’s; let them be restored as in the days of their youth, 26 then that person can pray to God and find favor with him, they will see God’s face and shout for joy; he will restore them to full well-being. 

27 And they will go to others and say, ‘I have sinned, I have perverted what is right,
but I did not get what I deserved. 28 God has delivered me from going down to the pit, and I shall live to enjoy the light of life.’

29 “God does all these things to a person twice, even three times 30 to turn them back from the pit, that the light of life may shine on them.

31 “Pay attention, Job, and listen to me; be silent, and I will speak. 32 If you have anything to say, answer me; speak up, for I want to vindicate you. 33 But if not, then listen to me; be silent, and I will teach you wisdom. ”

Dietrich Bonhoeffer~
Nazi dissenter killed in concentration camp

Its been over 6 months since I began blogging about the terrorism campaign that has been waged on my life in every way. Before I begin with the matters at hand, I want to thank each and every person who has taken the time to read about these sadistic crimes and personal injustices. Although its hard to stomach, programs of this nature are being enacted worldwide against many other innocent individuals and this fact must be exposed!

I dedicate the next portions of this blog to all of those who have been falsely labeled as mentally ill or falsely imprisoned by the criminal injustice system that protects members of society, whose moral depravity and perverse need for the power to control others, renders them devils incarnate.

May God have mercy on all those who were not able to continue on in this hellish existence and were pushed, enabled and encouraged to end their life. I come forward today to expose this crime with the light of truth so as not to have lived in vain. If my fate is to be that of those who bravely walked a similar blood-stained path and who laid down their lives because their Christian values would have them not retaliate with hate, but rather grow in love, may God be my witness that,

“I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith:” 2 Timothy 4:7.


Redondo Beach, February 2012

8 comments on “Introduction…….

    • This is so good that it should take center stage! You find the most interesting work. This powerful piece has pulled a Mu on me and rendered me nearly speechless. This is the most poignant creative piece of artistry that I’ve seen/heard from this genre. I’ll be watching/listening again & again and know that I will need to share it also.

      Once again, thank you for enhancing my blog, my knowledge base and my isolated existence–you’re a treasure!

  1. Right on! I just finished Bonhoeffer by Eric Metaxas. Had Bonhoeffer not believed what preached, he would have died like every other man. His unique death has driven me to read “The Cost of Discipleship.” I wouldn’t even have considered it a valid book until I realized that he took his beliefs to the gallows. Amazing! I grew up in the church and I’m, for the first time, grappling with some of the amazing elements of my faith. I’ve linked your site from mine, this is important stuff and we need to band together as the body of Christ and fight this nonsense. May God bless your endeavors, but more importantly, your soul.

    • Now you’ve piqued my curiosity. I don’t know enough about this brave man of faith. These are the stories that inspire those of us under the cloak of end time’s spiritual oppression.

      Many years ago, Viktor Frankl’s book, “Man’s Search for Meaning” changed my life in the same way. A deported Austrian neurologist and psychiatrist, the Nazi’s used Dr. Frankl as a medical doctor until they noticed his psychiatric skills and exploited him for those.

      Later he was deported to various concentration camps, which forced him to find the importance of meaning in all forms of existence, even the most wretched and persecutory. Adapting to our environments physically, does not dictate our internal experiences. We have the power to choose our reactions and responses to all experiences. Its deep and heavy, but this philosophy is healing and allows us to be powerful within our circumstances.

      I agree with you and will continue learning about Dietrich Bonhoeffer and other sources of wisdom and inspiration–tools for our spiritual battle. Your site is the only one that I have found that is dedicated solely to him. Very impressive!

      Thank you for your motivational words and may God bless you as you share your passions with the world and prepare for more challenging days to come.

  2. You have the wrong idea of Christianity if you think it is only about love. When Jesus sent his disciples out to preach the Gospel he sent them out with SWORDS. Ponder this. You have a right to defend yourself. I don’t serve a cruel, unreasonable Jesus. Please ponder my words.

    • Ritarabbit,

      I fight with the weapons that God has given me to fight this spiritual war.

      Ephesians 6:11-17

      11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

      12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

      13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

      14 Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;

      15 And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;

      16 Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

      17 And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

      18 Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;

      19 And for me, that utterance may be given unto me, that I may open my mouth boldly, to make known the mystery of the gospel,

      20 For which I am an ambassador in bonds: that therein I may speak boldly, as I ought to speak.

      These are the weapons to use to have victory over this enemy.

      God bless you~

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